Today, all day – my mind was occupied with thoughts of her.
My “cousin” – not that i think of her as that.
She gave up that title when she decided to be a monster.
I wish i had known what i know now as i could have done more.
If i saw you now and you were forced to give me full truth i would just ask why?
WHY?
I just hope as time goes by that i will heal more and more. Emotional scars are the worst…especially when at first they don’t make sense but then suddenly things CLICKKKK. Bad lightbulb moment. Let the light go out.
I’m thankful that i have a God to make me stronger, wiser and better through my life experiences…I will make it through.
samiam92 
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